I Am Hide

 

 

Why am I hide?
Slow tingles chill inside
Unknown rules
Guide my secret soldiers 
Through denial

Smile fallen angel
Cry
Feel my anger twist inside
Wonder, wonder why

Calmer states of mind 
Ease the bursting bombs within
Loose and easy
Wet and steamy
Let the rain begin

Lost in the woods
Of where and how and why
Cower in the fear
Let my anger trump your stare

Intense gaze
Swimming through the sea of your eyes
Innocent dreams you lied
Tears I hate you
Anger persuades your demise

I push through the shadows of denial
Like a dark forest around me
And release me
Why am I hide?
I’m fucking crazy.

 

By Amanda M. Burns 

written in 1997-1998

© Amanda Saylor nee Burns. All rights reserved

 

 

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